If only there could be some form of adamantine armor or shield that would bulwark me from any form of rue & sorrow. I've been resolute in the fact that even if things don't go the way you expect for it to be, it's for the best & that you just have to live with it. At least you can clout your mind with what you choose to believe in, and be happy about it. There's a goulash of thoughts within me, & I can't set up a barricade to filter them. It's just too big a loss to know that you've spent so much time on a person to find that alas, he/she is nothing but a stranger. & in all that you've given and loved, you've done it all alone.

This is the first & last time I'd blog with such a heavy heart. I'm Lydia Liao, & optimism is my strength.

Lydia Liao
06-02-1991
destinysky-@hotmail.com

"To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power. Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget." — Arundhati Roy

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