My inability to fall into slumber has driven me to convene some thoughts into this space. Haven't amalgamated my thoughts in a long while, having been simply skimming through life without much thought.
I am alas, burdened to align the bearing of my life. After considering various options, I've decided to pursue my education in Singapore, because of a mishmash of several reasons: The most important being that I have come to realize that I'm not ready for independence. Ruefully, the washing machine baffles me and I still can't whip a proper meal that does not constitute of something instant-made. On top of that, I know how ill disciplined I am and how uncontrollable I would be. Last but not least, I've grown to love my mother so much more I can't detach myself from her.
She's an unmatched mother- impeccable in housework, an exceptionally good listener and bearing a heart of gold. More often than not, kudos to the fact that I'm the baby of the family, I'm spoilt by her. I would never tolerate a daughter like myself, who galvanises and spends a large deal of time splurging on the unecessities of life. I love my mother so much its rather inexpressible. :')
Back to the topic, I've decided to enrol into University of Buffalo to do a course in Communications. I really seek to excel after having wasted so much time slothing around. And I deeply appreciate my family's unrelentless support. I would never be this Lydia without them. :) May all go well with you too!